POETIC DREAMER

For those who would like to know how a typical young up and comming poet does.

Thursday, August 06, 2009


REPLACEABLE

Replaceable
that's what I am
like a spelling mistake
I'm easily erased
like an out of season shoe
I'm easily replaced
like an old pen whose ink has run out
I'm thrown out
like a blown buld
in replaced by a brighter one
BUT IM HUMAN
I shouldn't be replaceable
like a shriveled flower
I'm replaced
i hide in the shadows
I'm a brick in your wall
I'm another tile on your floor
everyone just walks all over
like an old pillow
like an old bag
like an empty bottle of juice
i am replaced
REPLACEABLE
THAT'S WHAT I AM TO YOU
BUT i am one of a kind
I am the only one of ME
There will be no other...but its ok if you see me as
REPLACEABLE

Blaque

this is one of my all time favorite...


TOURNIQUET
i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side or will you forget me
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide

I have always love EVANESCANCE
BUT THESE ARE TO BE MEMORIZED

Chop suey
SYSTEM OF A DOWN:

Wake up (wake up)
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
You wanted to
I don't think you trust
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to DIE!!
ROOAAA!!!
Wake up (wake up)
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup)
Hide the scars to fade away
Hide the scars to fade away the (shake up)
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
You wanted to
I don't think you trust
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
Father, father, father, father
Father into your hands, I commend my spirit
Father into your hands
why have you forsaken me
In your eyes forsaken me
In your thoughts forsaken me
In your heart forsaken, me oh
Trust in my self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die..

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

have you ever felt the ultimate betrayal by those you held so dearly to you. well there are some thing that will always happen and sometimes one needs to accept the fact that no one cares about your NEEDS but you and sometimes it may be hard to accept but hey we are human and have had the gift of dealing with remarkable amounts of pain physically , mentally and emotionally.

Today was one of those days where you hear the inner voice inside of you saying "who are you kidding, you can't hid behind this mask for long. you smile but inside you hurt." well there are some things that one needs to deal with alone no matter how COMMITTED you maybe to some one who means everything and more but for some reason keeps you hidden.

Well lets just say life is not fair yet we have to live regardless of the pain that comes with it.